STUPID ss. what I've studied didn't come out a teeny bit, as what in prelim also. ARGHHH. I was totally stunned when I saw the SEQ qns! None had what I studied for...I stared...then I did the SBQ first....left the last half an hour writing the SEQ...didn't know anything about factors and all that but just...write reasonably. I know the content may be insufficient but I hope that there are still some pathetic marks...wth! sigh...actually if we had been hardworking enough, I guessed we should not just spot the qns but study all...so you do not have to worry which one will come or not. haiz. my combined humanities grade sure.........!!! bad. argh. originally still aimed for an A for CH so that my L1R5 will not be high and so that it is better but now......no hope. I cannot reach my target.

aiya, actually I already knew the targets I set myself is beyond my ability, but it is just the feeling of hoping to get what you DREAMED. Like when you daydream, you think about many things which you imagine but somehow you know will not happen. people psle score get 230+++ can get single point, 230 only I think if not bad enough should get 10-12. I scared I cannot even get. WTH. but there are exceptions also; some ppl psle score not that high but after that they like shoot up and even have high possibility to get single point lo~ ... I ALSO DUNNO LAH. I always write my goal: get into a good JC. bi la, cannot already lo. from sec 1 until now, and the result is I can't...anyways

disappointed. =/ but who to blame?

later going shopping....so long never go shopping already...last time was like june? when we watched the pirates....hmmmm...next mon & tue still got MCQ. must do well cos others will also do very well! ....nov 16 go back school for briefing for PAE....